| playlist | December
I don't know what it is or where it's come from, nothing has really changed or happened but lately I've been hit by this overwhelming sadness. Not my usual depressive up and down cycle, but this heavy, palpable sadness that cuts to the core. Like I want to just sit down and bawl my eyes out but I have no idea why. All I know is I suddenly feel it so intensely. Am I the only one, or is it something in the collective air? Are you feeling it too? It's definitely affecting my musical taste this month, which is leaning heavily into moody melodics, a little dark and melancholic.